19 years old, almost 20, terrified of sleeping alone?

Oh man that's sucks! I have terrible night anxiety as well, I am afraid of the dark and thankfully I have a boyfriend I live with, but he works 3 nights out of the week for graveyard and it's terrible having to sleep alone. Since medication doesn't seem to be the answer you are looking for you need help from a doctor. There are no remedies you can learn from us, it's a physiological thing that you need to get worked out. I wish you luck and hope you are soon anxiety free.