I hate it when girls i like?

Suddenly have f***ing boyfriends, I'm a 23 autistic guy, who's never had a girlfriend and has a hard time socializing with people my age. Last year I met two girls in different time periods, one I met on myspace and one I met at the park, I hung out with them once in a while, they were the only people I ever hung out with for a long time, the one I met at the park was a really nice and cool girl, I liked her personality, I cared about her and liked her more then a friend then suddenly when I checked my Facebook a couple days ago, it said she now has a Boyfriend, so I texted her and she told me, "Yup, its true." I said "Damn everytime and every girl I know gets a bf while still single" she said "Hey you still have lots of time. I was just waiting for that one guy I really wanted to be with. You can go out with girls if that's your thing until you find that one that's worth everything thing to you or just wait patiently. " I said "I see, well I feel really jealous and really want to hate other guys life is no fare sorry I just havent been on my Meds but it seems other guys get girls but autistic guys like myself I really ******* hate society" she said "You're always bringing yourself down with your disability which isn't right and you need to take your med if you want to feel better. " I said "Ok I wander what makes this guy so special what does he have that I don't got and any other guy with a gf?" she said "I've known him for about two years. We were friends and we met through music and somehow we just connected over time.", I just don't get why can't I find Girl out there that would be into me, oh well I feel I got nothing to offer anyways I feel it isn't worth being alive with autism, Plus I always hear how women in today's American society always goes for the "big and bad boy types" and or have money, I swear sometimes I cant blame for 9/11, the Virgina Tech shooting and Columbine Massacre for happening, I hate how American society is, my life sucks with autism.